Loss2Love Project


Vision of the Loss2Love Project

To create a Loss2Love music CD and music videos, online platform, online courses, online support group, books, meditation apps, and in person retreats to assist our local and global community in honoring their grief, trauma and loss of loved ones and to transform their loss into a higher and greater capacity to love and create a compassionate healing in our world.

 

Loss2Love CD Project

Order the first track “My Bright Star” Music Track

A Digital download link will be sent to you by email

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Background of the Loss2Love Music CD Project

After a series of losing five immediate family members in four years, Whirling Rainbow Foundation’s Executive Director and renowned spiritual healer, teacher and musician, White Eagle Medicine Woman (Suraj Holzwarth) then in 2022 had to face a parent’s worst nightmare, the loss of her 33 year old only daughter Sierra Rae. During this unconceivable time of anguish and grief, White Eagle realized the lack of effective grief and trauma resources, particularly for bereaved parents. The Vision of the CD project is to be an outreach to deeply touch the hearts of parents that have lost children, children who have lost parents, siblings that have lost siblings and anyone that has experienced tragic loss to unify their voices across gender, race, creed and country to bring healing, inspiration and a strong compassionate community of support. Sales of the music CD will also directly fund its production and expanded programs of the Loss2Love Project.


Loss2Love Free Gift


Loss2Love Private Healing Sessions:

With Michaela Baumgartner:

Michaela assists through a huge spectrum of holistic and shamanic methods to help move you from breakdown to breakthrough. In any kind of loss, but in particular loss of a loved one there is devastation, there is also the potential of dreams undreamt and trails untouched. Michaela guides you step by step to build a new relationship with yourself and loved ones. Depending on your individual situation, Michaela utilizes the power of transformative listening & counseling, sound healing, breath work, ceremonial methods, elemental movement exercises and more.

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“Michaela, I was thoroughly captivated and like how you differentiated trauma as the wound in side you. I learned a lot. Thank you for sharing and working so hard for us ALL!” – Doug, Alaska

“OMG, thank you, Michaela! so deep and profound! I can totally relate, thank you so much for sharing!“ – Chinmayo, Hawaii

“I so enjoyed this podcast! Michaela you are an amazing soul. You have so many gifts and a mesmerizing presence!” – Jacque, California

“This was sooo wonderful, intense, heart-touching, loving, respectful, caring, supportive, understanding, motivating… a whole lot of words … indescribable… how amazing you are!” – Barbara, Austria

 

Loss2Love Private Healing Sessions:

With White Eagle (Suraj Holzwarth)

Suraj’s only 33-year-old daughter Sierra Rae passed into the Spirit World on January 11, 2022, catapulting her mother into a profound and inconceivable breakdown to breakthrough journey of which she is still undergoing. Suraj is an international spiritual healer, therapist, teacher, poet, author, ceremonial and performance artist, musician and the founding director of The Whirling Rainbow Foundation, Grandmother Drum International Peace Project and the Rainbow Fire Mystery School. She has toured, performed and taught in over 20 countries and touched over a million lives. Her daughter’s passing has broken her heart open ever wider and deeper and has expanded her capacity to hold sacred space and provide transformational tools for healing for those grieving alongside the dying, dealing with trauma, death, loss of all kinds, as well as parental dismemberment experiences. She offers over 40 years of experience in extensive healing modalities, including somatic release, CSM energy body work, aromatherapy, breathwork, automatic writing, sound healing, art therapy, authentic movement, shamanic Balancing of the Shields and spiritual counseling. Suraj’s passion is to midwife others through life’s most profound initiations to assist them to uncover a greater purpose and potential on their soul’s path of awakening.

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Loss2Love Project Online Course & Retreat: TBA

Stay tuned for our 2025 Loss2Love online course, support group and retreats. 

 

Loss2Love Project Books:

  • Michaela’s forthcoming memoir Loss2Love” features the earth-shattering loss of her only sibling, her 19-year-old brother Gerry in 2009, and her subsequent journey of traumatic grief. Michaela, only 29 years old at the time, left her homelands of Austria and traveled 20,000 miles alone by road and by foot across the wilds of Canada to heal her broken heart and find new meaning amidst utter despair. On this lonesome healing quest in nature, she began to communicate with her brother’s spirit which transformed her beliefs of death and separation. This memoir is a heart-wrenching account of devastation, a daunting Jack London story full of adventures and an inspirational guide on how to navigate the unimaginable through an authentic and deeply personal spiritual awakening.
  • White Eagle’s forthcoming book“Mother of Pearl: From Breakdown to Breakthrough After Losing My Daughter.” When White Eagle lost her only daughter Sierra in 2022 to alcoholism and was faced with inconceivable anguish, her daughter began speaking to her through a process of automatic writing, assisting White Eagle in seeing death with a whole new pair of eyes and becoming a beacon for her mother to heal. These writings are designed to bring a greater spiritual understanding to the loss of a child and help parents to navigate the unimaginable.